What have done towards your prep?

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SS are you purposely trying to do as much as possible before you kill yourself with heart attack?

Is life really so bad that you want to end it all through excessive work less than two months after open heart surgery?

I have had the heart procedures, done the rehab, followed the guidelines, and what you are doing is not on the approved list of normal activities. Your sternum is not even fused back together at this point!

There are easier ways to go, and if the ones around you are making life so bad you want to end it let them do their own painting, greenhouse moving and garden digging.