12 October 2012, 01:15
its late and i am wondering .... i bought my bow and a crossbow and a big f.ck off knife. I ponder on ,if a guy knocks my door with a child in hand could i refuse them food .... i do not think i could do it... i have 7 grandchildren it could be me... but i have prepped for my family ....its a bugger to come to terms with, do i not make eye contact to make ME feel better .... whats the good of survival if there is no compassion or love , the very things I would want mine to survive for , am i tough enough ........ well i know i am not, and i truly hope for the right reasons, in the sixties i had bells on my jeans
and a cheesecloth shirt ( if your going to sanfran ) etc i thought things could be better with ( love love love ) us hippy,s wanted to change the world , and we almost did for a while PEACE AND LOVE is the only way out as i see it WE GOT TO GET BACK TO THE GARDEN and live for one another and refuse to worship money and material shit ....after a living a lot ..... this sums up my life
and a cheesecloth shirt ( if your going to sanfran ) etc i thought things could be better with ( love love love ) us hippy,s wanted to change the world , and we almost did for a while PEACE AND LOVE is the only way out as i see it WE GOT TO GET BACK TO THE GARDEN and live for one another and refuse to worship money and material shit ....after a living a lot ..... this sums up my life