tough question i guess xD
i have several answers
1. Without the will to survive anything, i may as well give up and kill myself now
2. Me and BP are gonna be the last 2 people on the planet
3. Apocalypse intrigues me, in its many shapes and sizes, small events triggering chains of events, or simple random mutation, our life and societies are fragile, analyzing them and the probable causes for collapse is an interesting subject, also speculation on what a Post-Event society would be like, how the human spirit would endure etc.
4. who knows maybe ill become a tribal leader and create a new world order xD