Made several realisations

[Destiny]

Thinking back through the past couple years and my present situation, I made several realisations;

1. I used to own an OS map of my local area when I was 12. It was given to me for free from my school. I ended up chucking it away, because I didn't see the point in having such a big map.
2. If I want to get some serious prepping done, I will have to move out. But with no funds, that seems real unlikely it will happen any time soon.
3. I really need a job. the only source of income I get is from my mum and from my college. It seems place with vacancies don't want to employ me.

So I know that until I get a job-or win the lottery- I'm stuck living with my mum buying cheap end food and waiting until I can legally buy guns and knives.